- "I miss those FEELINGS.." -

I miss those feelings..

When the friendship turns into lovers

When I have the privilege to hold someone dear to me so tightly,

simply just because I know that he's mine

When I can entangle his fingers with mine

and never gonna let him go

When I can stare on his eyes deeply

and tell him how much I love him through these pair of blinking eyes

When I can share him all my stories,

without boundaries and fear of judgement

When I can love and be loved unconditionally

without the fear of losing each other..

I just can't tell.. how much do I miss those feelings.

-"Strangers, AGAIN." -

How people sadly change.

Strangers become FRIENDS,

friends become LOVERS,

and lovers become STRANGERS, again.

- "Thank you, 2013." -

This year I loved.

This year I've lost.

This year I've changed.

This year was hard.

Hard, but I learned a lot.

I've learned that people can be fake.

I've learned that people can hurt you a lot,
without giving a shit about it.

I've learned that good people can change in a minute
when their hearts get broken.

I've met great people, but mean people as well. 

But the most important thing I've learned

is that every person in this world is strong enough to let go.

To let go of that painful past of yours

that broke your heart into million pieces.

People come and go, that's life.

The most important thing is
to stand up and realize

that you deserve something better than a person that gives up on you.

2013, thank you for all the lessons :')

2014, I'm ready.

- "Merry XMAS 2013" -

Dear all clients, family and friends,

I'm wishing you a joyful 

and

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Be blessed in all the way :)

With love,

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Accidentally found an old letter for a "friend"
written by me..

and hell yeah,

my tears rolled over again.

What a tough life I've been passing through :")

- "Thank you" -

Someday,

we'll forget the hurt, 

the reason we cried,

and who caused us pain.

We will finally realize 

that the secret of being free

is not revenge,

but letting things unfold

in their own way and own time.

After all,

what matters is not the first,

but the last chapter of our life

which shows how well we ran the race.

So smile,

laugh,

forgive,

and

love all over again.

Sorry and thanks for everything, dear..

Thanks for ever being one of the best parts in my life.

Thanks for ever loving me.

Thanks for ever caring for me.

Thanks for ever brightening my days and enlighten my nights.

Thanks for ever bringing out the best in me.

You'll be forever remain in my heart :)

* 26.01.2011 - 10.07.2013 * 

This might be one of the saddest day of my life.. :')
I miss my lil girl already now :')