HAPPY SIX LOVELY MONTHS

my dearest KEVIN!! :D

 From the 1st time we started this lovely relationship,

you've always been my SWEETEST DEAR ever! ^^

I'm gonna loving you every single day 'till the day I close my eyes forever.. (",)

- "My 21 on 21st." -


21st of July 2011 has been one of the most unforgettable special days for me (",)
I had my 21st birthday surrounded by the people whom I love so much for the whole day and they really made my day great and precious :D

In the morning I wake up with no special feeling.. I thought that it would be just like an ordinary day.. Actually that morning I wasn't in a good mood to celebrate my bday coz I've just had a fight with my mom the night before.. So without having any spirit I woke up and found so many bday greetings and wishes sent by my friends and relatives to my BB.. Then I had my breakfast alone downstairs and still.. Nothing special that could boost my mood up and be more cheerful.. I got to my room and browsed some websites just by myself..

Until suddenly my very best friend and her boy appeared in front of my house bringing a bday cake and a present for me!! Wew I was so surprised to see them waiting in front of my gate, so I changed my cloth and rushed quickly downstairs to see them ^^
Then we took some pics together in my living room, just like what we usually do from year to year :)

*me and the bday cake from her*

*my BFF's boy, me, and my very best friend*

Their surprising presence has boosted up my mood and made me feel more cheerful at that time..

Hey really thanks for the special surprise to both of you, Ria and Hartono :)

Thanks for willingly being stucked in a bad traffic jam on your way to my house.. You guys had successfully cheered me up!! :D

In the afternoon my lovely boyfriend, Kevin, picked me up to his home.. Surprisingly his mom gave me a bday present right when I've just reached his home.. I was so surprised coz I had never expected it :')

Then the surprised hasn't been over yet, not long after that my boy asked me to come downstairs and he closed my eyes with his hand.. And when I opened my eyes, his sister was standing in front of me and holding a bday cake with candles on the top of it ^^

*slicing the cake*

A big bite of cake for my Honey! ^^

*L.O.V.E*

*me and his sister :)*

I was so happy at that time and I was speechless for all these sweet things that my boy and his family has given to me :")

A bunch of thanks for the sweet surprises dear Kevin, Angel, and Kevin's mom! (",)

In the evening, Kevin joined the bday dinner with my family :)

Before going to the restaurant, we ate fried noodle and took a family picture together..

=)

Hey.. This is my first time in my whole life that I can spend my birthday with the presence of a BOYFRIEND :')

From year to year I always spent my bday with my bestiest and family, but this year God has made it more complete by the presence of Kevin (",)

Thanks God for finally letting me had a complete special bday ^^

My joy and gladness hasn't been over yet.. On Saturday, 23rd of July 2011, I had a simple but cheerful bday lunch with my bestiest at Sushi Grill, Meruya :)

Sulis and Juju gave me another bday cake and present there ^^

*they gave me another present :D*

*and another bday cake..*

*with love :)*

*you guys are irreplaceable bestiest! (",)*

Thank you for coming and accompanying me to start my 21st year in my life, guys! =)

Finally.. A birthday surrounded by my complete lovely ones! (",)

A kind of bday that I've always been praying and longing for through so many years.. :')

Each of your presence really completes all the pieces of puzzle of my life.. Without any each of you, my puzzle would be incomplete again.. So please stay in my life n my heart forever, going through years together coz I do really love you all so much =)

Thank You, Jesus, for giving each of them in my life..

I'd be forever grateful.. :D

- "In my 20th.." -

It's been July 26..
I planned to write a reflection on my birthday eve, but unfortunately I wasn't able to write it at that time for several reasons.. So today I decided to write a little reflection of a year that I had just passed behind through this posting.. :)

I just want to lift up all my gratitude to Jesus Christ, my Lord, for He has given me a beautiful life for these past 20 years in my life.. :')
Looking back to a year ago, I began my 20th with a prayer and so many wishes in my heart.. There were lots of things happened in the past 1 year, not only the good things but also some bad things.. But I never regret everything coz I know that even every single experience teaches me to be who I am now ^^

In my 20th..
I enthusiastically learnt how to drive..
Though I failed and still unable to drive now, but it's been a great experience for me sitting in the driver's seat :P

In my 20th..
I often spent my leisure time cooking some meals and trying some new recipes from the internet or magazines..
Though sometimes my cooking wasn't too delicious, but I still do love cooking! (",)

In my 20th..
I fell in love with a boy and started a relationship with him..
Though I chose a wrong relationship and it ended painfully, but it made me stronger and wiser now :)

In my 20th..
I became a singer in Worship Night 2011 "Shout to the Lord!"..
Though I had to attend so many rehearsals and they were highly tiring, but I was so grateful coz He gave me a chance to serve Him in that kind of big event for the last time.. :')

In my 20th...
My best friend, Ria Wulandari, had her 20th bday..
I gave her a special scrapbox which I made so carefully and full-heartedly ^^

In my 20th..
I finally found my true love..
Finally God answers my and my best friend's prayers that He sent me a man who truly loves me and always takes care of me with all of his heart :')

Thanks for everything that I've been through in my 20th, God..
YOUR blessings for me are indescribably countless.. They are just too many and overwhelming :')
No other words that I can say except "THANK YOU" for all Your guidance, blessings, and love that You've given to me through the lovely people around me in every single day (",)

Just.. THANK YOU so much, Jesus :')

- "Thank GOD." -

Hey I really thank GOD coz I've passed the 6th semester in my study, one of the hardest and most challenging semesters! :)

Though my GPA really drops down, but I've tried to give my best and I wanna keep being thankful to God for HIS guidance through this tough semester.. At least I was succeeded in passing 2 deathly classes of Pak Marcell, one of the most famous "killing" senior lecturers, who was very demanding towards his students. Besides, I've also passed Yohe's class of drama, one of the most frightening classes ever with an A score in hand :)
Thanks, Jesus. I know that I can't do it without You giving me the strength and ability.. ^^

Now I'm entering a new semester which I wish would be my last semester in this university.. Excited? Yaph. But with a bit of fright and worry whether I could handle doing my Scientific Writing (SW) along with the Teaching Practicum at Secondary High School (PPL) together and finish them within approximately less than 6 months or not.. I know that it wouldn't be easy, but I believe if I start it with God, He will guide and bless me until I can finish it on time :)

Dear God,
one thing that I've always been longing for is making the results of my study to glorify Your name and bringing happiness to my parents :')
I know that You'll always hold my hands till the end to help me reaching that dream :')