Tomorrow's gonna be my graduation day..

The day that I've been waiting for these 3.5 years..

With a grateful and humble heart,

I wanna say thank You, Jesus,

for everything that You've done for me

'till I can have my graduation tomorrow..

It would never be the same without You..

What an amazing blessing to have such a great God like You..

I LOVE YOU :")

- "Goodbye dearest UNCLE.." -

2012.. Since the very beginning of this year I've realized that 2012 will be an unforgettable year for me. Many important things that influence my life a lot, I guess, will happen throughout this year.. These are some big events that I've predicted before:
1. I will finish my Scientific Writing and graduate
2. Kevin will also finish his thesis and graduate together with me
3. Kevin will continue his study to USA at least for 2 years :')
4. I will start working full time in a new place and quit from my 1st job
5. My bro will get married at the end of this year and I'll be a single child in my house soon

The 1st and 2nd prediction have actually happened. I just have to wait for my "real" graduation on 21st april, and Kevin's on 26th May :)

But one thing I've never predicted before has just happened in my recent days. Never at once I thought that I would lost one of my best uncles forever this year :")
He passed away a few days ago, leaving so many memories in our hearts..
Leaving a charisma that would never be able to be replaced by anybody else..
Leaving tears in our eyes, hardly letting him go and fly away..

It has just been a few days since his leaving, but gosh I can't describe how I've missed him already :")
And how sad it is to realize that he's not around us anymore..

It killed our hearts to see him struggling hard with his sickness for the past 3 years
To see him dying in a few days before his death
To see his stiff body lied down inside a coffin and finally cremated
Yes, it did really killed our hearts to let his ash sank down the sea

Sometimes I wonder.. Why should there always be a "goodbye"?

Goodbye my dearest Uncle, you'll forever be loved and remained in our hearts :')

God, I surrender everything in Your hands..

I know there are lots of things I'm worrying about,

lots of things I wanna complain about.

But I just want to put it all in Your mighty hands

and let You take care of all my worries.

Please give me the strength and ability

to give my best on my defense day

so I can pass it well, with a good grade.

Amen.

- " HAPPY 1st anniv :)" -

Hey isn't it 26 January 2012?
It means that me and Kevin have spent our first year in love together!! :) :)
Wew.. Time flies really really fast.
I still remember clearly 365 days ago when he picked me up at the English course where I worked and took me home.. We had our dinner together and finally he told me about his feelings towards me and asked me to be his girlfriend with a lovely white rose in his hand.. :)
That was so sweet. I was speechless at that time but then I finally answered "YES" and he held my hands :")
Since that time, we're dating.
Sharing love, laugh, and tears together every single day.
Supporting, helping and caring each other. <3

I can't imagine what would my days be without him loving me. He has brought a whole amazing year for me and it could never be replaceable with anything.. That special feeling every time he stares at me or holds my hands or just simply says "I LOVE YOU" has given me extra strength each day :)

The feeling I have towards him now has even grown more and more since the 1st time I fell in love with him. I really can't deny it. <3

I LOVE HIM MUCH DEEPER THAN I DID A YEAR AGO..

AND I'M GOING TO LET THIS FEELING GROW MORE AND MORE EVERY SINGLE DAY,

THROUGH THE YEARS AHEAD.. <3

A one year old lovely white rose now :)

Thanks for giving me 365 lovely days :)

HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY, dear! <3

- "happy BELATED new year!" -

Hi guys,
I'm really really sorry for haven't posted anything this quite long time because I've been so busy with my Scientific Writing (SW) :(
I've been so tired dealing with my SW every single day, even thinking about it every MINUTE, and I can't find my mood to write anything on my blog yet.. Huff. Really sorry about it T.T
Actually there are TONS OF THINGS that I want to share with you, guys.. But I really can't find the right time and mood to write it down on my blog :(
But I promise that I'll post more and more blogs right after I finish my SW! :D
Can't wait to share to you about my little reflection of 2011, how I spent my X'Mas and New Year, my resolutions for 2012, my results of the last semester, what happened to my SW, etc!! Quite a lot of "untold" stories, eh?! haha..
I do really miss those quality "blogging" time :')
Please keep checking out my blog and give some comments ok ^^

Anyway, last but not least, I want to say:

Wish you a super great year ahead!
More blessing. More love. More success. More patient. More luck.
Amennn ^^

Missing you a lot,

XOXO

- Astrid Marcella -

Sometimes I wonder..

How could someone be so perfect

that makes other people jealous?

Happy 11 months my dearest
KEVIN OARTO! :D

Although we can't spend our 1st Christmas together
this year,

but I know that I'm blessed enough 
for having you in my life :)

What else should I complain about?

I'm SUPER BLESSED :')

I DO love you so muchh dear ^^

Let's spend our New Years Eve together
happily and unforgettably! (",)

Miss you dear :*

The minute you thinking of giving up,

think of the reason why you held on for so long.. :")

I will never give up!

Bless my Scientific Writing, oh Lord.. :")