Tuesday, March 27, 2012

- "Goodbye dearest UNCLE.." -

2012.. Since the very beginning of this year I've realized that 2012 will be an unforgettable year for me. Many important things that influence my life a lot, I guess, will happen throughout this year.. These are some big events that I've predicted before:
1. I will finish my Scientific Writing and graduate
2. Kevin will also finish his thesis and graduate together with me
3. Kevin will continue his study to USA at least for 2 years :')
4. I will start working full time in a new place and quit from my 1st job
5. My bro will get married at the end of this year and I'll be a single child in my house soon

The 1st and 2nd prediction have actually happened. I just have to wait for my "real" graduation on 21st april, and Kevin's on 26th May :)

But one thing I've never predicted before has just happened in my recent days. Never at once I thought that I would lost one of my best uncles forever this year :")
He passed away a few days ago, leaving so many memories in our hearts..
Leaving a charisma that would never be able to be replaced by anybody else..
Leaving tears in our eyes, hardly letting him go and fly away..

It has just been a few days since his leaving, but gosh I can't describe how I've missed him already :")
And how sad it is to realize that he's not around us anymore..

It killed our hearts to see him struggling hard with his sickness for the past 3 years
To see him dying in a few days before his death
To see his stiff body lied down inside a coffin and finally cremated
Yes, it did really killed our hearts to let his ash sank down the sea

Sometimes I wonder.. Why should there always be a "goodbye"?


Goodbye my dearest Uncle, you'll forever be loved and remained in our hearts :')