- "Fear" -

Unfortunately
this fear comes out
once again.

I can't handle it
I can't control it
I can't stop it

I ashame of this feeling.
Makes me feel so stupid
and makes me hate my self.

I know that I may not feel like this anymore
There's nothing to be scared
There's nothing to be feared.

It's just about time
about process
about healing
about chances

But what do I have to do
when this fear appears
without my expectation?

I wanna cry on.