- "Thank GOD." -

Hey I really thank GOD coz I've passed the 6th semester in my study, one of the hardest and most challenging semesters! :)

Though my GPA really drops down, but I've tried to give my best and I wanna keep being thankful to God for HIS guidance through this tough semester.. At least I was succeeded in passing 2 deathly classes of Pak Marcell, one of the most famous "killing" senior lecturers, who was very demanding towards his students. Besides, I've also passed Yohe's class of drama, one of the most frightening classes ever with an A score in hand :)
Thanks, Jesus. I know that I can't do it without You giving me the strength and ability.. ^^

Now I'm entering a new semester which I wish would be my last semester in this university.. Excited? Yaph. But with a bit of fright and worry whether I could handle doing my Scientific Writing (SW) along with the Teaching Practicum at Secondary High School (PPL) together and finish them within approximately less than 6 months or not.. I know that it wouldn't be easy, but I believe if I start it with God, He will guide and bless me until I can finish it on time :)

Dear God,
one thing that I've always been longing for is making the results of my study to glorify Your name and bringing happiness to my parents :')
I know that You'll always hold my hands till the end to help me reaching that dream :')

Heyy..

Happy 5 sweet months dear!!

Thanks for always making my days beautiful and wonderful ^^

Never knew how would my life be without you by my side :')

Love you honey :*

- "THANKS GOD I've found YOU." -

I would give up everything

before I'd separate myself from

After so much suffering

I've finally found unvarnished truth

I was all by myself for the longest time

So cold inside

And the hurt from the heart it would not subside

I felt like dying until you saved my life

Thanks God I've found you

I was lost without you

My every wish and every dream

somehow became reality

When you brought the sunlight

completed my life

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude

coz baby I'm so thankful I've found you

I would give you everything

There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do

To ensure your happiness

I'll cherish every part of you

Coz without you beside me I can't survive

don't wanna try

If you're keeping me warm each and every night

I'll be alright

Coz I need you in my life

See I was so desolate

Before you came to me

Looking back

I guess we were destined to shine

after the rain to appreciate

the gift of what we have

And I'd go through it all over again

To be able to feel this way

I never forget to keep thanking God

for He has lead me to find you.. :')

One last month for being "ILLEGAL"! :P

- "a HECTIC week." -

Pfiuhh.. This week has been one of the most hectic weeks in this semester.. I've got 4 final papers to be finished and 1 deadly sitting exam of Language Testing within approximately 2 weeks! -.-"

Here they are:

1. Seminar -> at least 20 pages

2. Language Testing -> at least 40 pages

3. Drama -> at least 4000 words (around 8-10 pages)

4. Etika Profesi -> at least 15 pages

Thanks God I've finished the Seminar and Language Testing papers and I've submitted them yesterday though I had to have a sleepless night and slept only for 2 hours yesterday hehe :P

Now only 2 papers left, the individual ones which should be submitted next week.. I'm gonna give my best efforts!! Really wish that I could pass all the subjects I take with good grades :) Amiinnnn ^^ 

Pray for me.. ;)

S.E.M.A.N.G.A.T Astrid Marcella!! (",)

So I say a little prayer

and

hope my dreams will take me there.. (",)

- "if a man TRULY loves you.." -

Jika seorang pria benar-benar mencintaimu,
dia akan memanjakanmu seperti anak kecil,
bahkan dia sendiri tidak tau alasan memanjakanmu seperti itu.

Jika seorang pria benar-benar mencintaimu,
dia akan senantiasa membuatmu senang,
sebab dia tidak akan membiarkanmu meneteskan air mata.

Jika seorang pria benar-benar mencintaimu,
dia akan menangis untukmu
tanpa tau mengapa dia dapat begitu lemah di depanmu.

Jika seorang pria benar-benar mencintaimu,
dia akan mengaktifkan HP 24 jam untukmu,
sebab dia mau kapan dan dimana saja kamu bisa menemukan dirinya.

Jika seorang pria benar-benar mencintaimu,
dia akan menganggapmu paling baik
dan tidak akan membandingkanmu dengan wanita lain.

Jika seorang pria benar-benar mencintaimu,
dia akan selalu menemanimu
walaupun dia sedang sibuk.

Jika seorang pria benar-benar mencintaimu,
dia tidak akan setuju kamu diet
sebab kesehatanmu menjadi prioritas utama baginya.

Jika seorang pria benar-benar mencintaimu,
dia sangat ingin hidup bersamamu
dan menghabiskan hari-harinya hanya bersamamu
sebab kamu menjadi bagian terpenting dalam hidupnya.

Jika seorang pria benar-benar mencintaimu,
dia akan mencium keningmu dengan penuh kasih sayang
dan bukan dengan nafsu.

Jika seorang pria benar-benar mencintaimu,
dia akan menyimpan segala sesuatu tentangmu di HP nya
dan akan tertawa bodoh sendiri ketika melihatnya.

Jika seorang pria benar-benar mencintaimu,
dia akan dengan sabar mendengar curhatmu saat kau sedang sedih
sebab dia tak ingin membuatmu merasa sendiri.

Have I ever been a priority in your life? :')